back from genting.
it has been a pretty relaxing short break.
going there with sheena was like really good,
cos' we cant stop shopping, and buying clothes for our bfs.
having long talks, here and there.
my favourite cousin always (:
i cant believe from the masa masa we play last time,
till now, when we talk abt rship, telling each other secrets.
it has been like more than 10 years.
i dont know why i hate it when i'm back in sg.
i dont like anything ard here nowadays.
i feel like i'm drifting apart from everyone,
i am damn sick and tired of the nonsense sometimes,
and i'm not going to give a damn about it anymore.
guess what fucking news i heard earlier?
he's coming over to take over, fuck it.
i deserve a better situation,
and i'm going to choose whatever i like to do now.
i really feel like having one at the back of my neck,
and not this stupid one that drops after one week.
but, too bad for being in service line, damnn.
一秒也好
我关上了门最后一次
听你说我们熟悉变陌生
把我往记忆里扔
我应该习惯你离去的眼神
才能让失去你变得更完整窗外的街灯
还在努力掩饰着早晨我的叹息
成全了整夜的苦闷
我该努力习惯这样的气氛
才发现 失去了爱不用再等
我知道 我的一切你已不想要
继续在乎只会让你想逃
我不相信这全是种煎熬
原来离去是那么难预料
早已看穿没有我想要的好
我的等待换不到你拥抱
只好让回忆短暂的炫耀
原来任性对彼此都不好
多想再一次紧紧的拥抱
就算给我一秒也好
一秒可以给多少 我都想要
I think i feel more happy in workplace.
i enjoy the company and fun we got.
from the super young ones to the older ones.
i hate to think that alan is leaving,
i will just fucking quit.
if it's either of them coming
and i think the rest will just follow suit (:
anyway, amanda's birthday was fun,
thou' not all turn up.
and i gone again,
dont know what's wrong with me nowadays.
back in beijing, i was the one carrying the rest back.
nowadays it's me being carried back by the rest.
too much too much drinks.
and somemore next week is pris's birthday liaooo.
going teoheng havoc (:
and till now, i think i still prefer beijing with usuals.
more relaxed, more carefree.
except i want family with me.
早已看穿没有我想要的好
我的等待换不到你拥抱
只好让回忆短暂的炫耀
原来任性对彼此都不好
多想再一次紧紧的拥抱
就算给我一秒也好
一秒可以给多少 我都想要
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY, TAN HUIYING! :)
i've been slacking and slacking.
and yesterday i went to dear's house to slack the whole day.
watch dramas together and ate mac :)
and i decided to cook dinner today and he's coming over to have dinner.
tmr i'll be going to amanda's 21st birthday celebration at timbre!
then next tues, i am going off to genting.
last sem seems so slack, :)
yay, i am looking forward to genting trip la,
gossip sessions with sheena.
